Tuesday, December 13, 2005

Secrets of my life

I am not physical body (I am not physical organs -hand, legs, eyes, ear, nose, I am not brain or nervous system) I am LIFE energy which is not burnt in fire or get wet in water. I can experience love, peace, happiness, I can understand which is good and which bad, I can think.

I live in this body to play my role. I experience love or happiness when I interact with other by playing my role. My Role changes in different interactions my role is that of a friend when I interact with friends, I play role of boss in the office when I interact with my subordinates or a colleague when interact with peers, role of son when I interact with my parents and brother when I interact with my brothers. I experience my true nature of Love or happiness in playing my role.

When I mistook myself to the body or my role I am playing, I separate my self from my true nature of Love, Peace and Happiness. Then I have false experiences from, role I play or the skills I have (artist) or the physical beauty (actors) or possessions, assets I have (business tycoons). Then when I loss the skill or position or physical beauty or assets or when I am not recognized for these I get upset or think I am fit for nothing. This triggers inferiority/superiority feeling (coz of lack of recognition); arrogance when I have; anger / jealous / hatred when I don't have these and other have them; Greed to have more; attachment to the material possessions or the position or role I play or to skills; Lust if I experience false happiness looking at the physical beauty of my self or others.

As I am Life energy, Source of me is also Life energy, who is not influenced by this physical material and one who never forgets his and my original nature; shows me the path when I lost my way and confused; helps me know my original nature when I mistake myself with what I am not; One who gives the best to all the Life energies (sprits); One who is most benevolent one; Who is Ocean of Love, Peace, Bliss, Powers and Knowledge.

My home is peaceful home, where my Dad lives. He cleans me and takes me to home of peace, where I recover my energy and come here play on this stage of drama using this body.

I have the inner Freedom based on this I make choice (speak or do) and I am responsible for what I choose. The consequence of this would be pain or pleasure. I have the freedom to think or interpret or act to the situation as I want. I have the choice to act violently or non violent. Violent actions bring pain to me and non violent action the pleasure. If I think I am victim of country, work, relation I loose my freedom. Every action starts with a thought. The bases of my thoughts are value system. If I understand and correct my value system I bring pleasure to the self.

I have the power to differentiate and decide true from false, tolerate the weakness of the self and others, co-operate with others in doing right thing, withdraw from negative situations, ability to go into solitude, face the reality, adjust or adapt to the circumstance. When I forget my true nature I loose my powers. To regain my strength I need to connect to the source.

I am influenced by the company I hang out. I need to be in the good company, imbibe my original nature of purity, love, peace, happiness, and powers, eat pure food (no meat, no eggs, no fish, no garlic, no onions and the food prepared in good consciousness) and lead a pure life (celibacy) then my diseases, sorrows, peace less and sulking goes away.

I can heal by connecting to the power house through the power of thought, by removing the awareness of body (insulation) and connecting (wire of thought -remembering) to the power house (Source of Life) who lives in my peaceful home. As long as I interact with other in the company of my dad (Source of Life energy) my impurity (lust, anger, greed, attachment, and ego) will burn away and I experience my true nature of love and peace and happiness.

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